God Bless America

Gil's home! praise God that he made it home safely, I haven't seen him, dont know if I will, how will I feel seeing him? I have been doing good at holding it together, how much longer will it last before I just turn to mush?  Jude's coming home, I can't wait to see him... when am I gonna see Dreau again? that is who I miss so bad it hurts to breathe sometimes, Dreau will do great and wonderful things in his life, he will see things we cant even imagine at this time, but for tonight he''s my son, and i miss him...